mj

2008-11-24T22:32:00.004+08:00

heyoh guys! I DIN realise i MIA for like months! gosh! *blow away the dust* oh ya..exams over! and here i am.. working like a slave! FYI, im currently working at UOB..as temp bank assistant! anddddd i feel tt im underpaid..how pathetic rit..i work from like 9am-6.30pm non stop! the work is like piling up everyday..i cant seem to clear the load..arghh anyway i met alot of fun & nice temp. staff there.. used to have like 5 temp. staff in a room but now only left 3! gosh and one more leaving this fri which mean ill have more things to do! 1 month more to sch re-open but i feel tt i haven earn enuff! shucks~ and XMAS is coming.. meeting up with DEVILZ like next next week and XMAS bbq session at my house! muahha.. its getting so exciting! ((: cant wait to see them all! and when XMAS is coming i think of pressie and i wanna get like so many stuffs! especially......... FERRAGAMO BELTS, COACH BAG & BURBERRY BAG! oh man..i hope some good soul will get it for me huh.. haaa..

COACH

BURBERRY

oh and i bought this pretty flats from SCHU!

alright time to zzz..work tom! ciaoz

blink

2008-09-24T20:07:00.005+08:00

i went for liwei's funeral ytd.. how can life be so fragile..yes he suffer from mouth cancer.. was really shock to hear the news.. well, cherish every single moment.. life is short & thin..

back to my life.. last sat i went over to malaysia for a night with my family and gawd! the heels there are cheap but the fashion there really cmi.. only manage to get a pair of heels..

oh and i wanna thanks the BF for everything! basically he went for his company gathering and he win this PHILIPS MP3 and gave it to me! plus ytd he bought me PRADA key holder actually its more for me to put my ezlink card & coins..lols.. thanks for everything..i really appreciate it..((: During our 19th, we went over to Dian Xiao Er @ Vivo City for dinner! tt day i only manage to shop a few stores because the idiot BF sit where ever theres a place to sit.. hur hur..

been msning bestie juan & jane about the celebration dinner for bestie on the 3rd Oct! im so excited can! we will be going to the SUPPER CLUB ! theme is anything that we like! so cool.. i haven get bestie any pressie yet! shucks~ i better get the ass out of the hse and shop!

some outdated visuals!

SIM - WHITE BLINK BLINK PARTEY!

ill update soon after my exams! loves everyone! gonna zzz soon.. ((:

01.08.08

2008-08-03T23:20:00.007+08:00

i so wanna scream my lungs out! projects projects & projects..i dun understand wad the hell im doing! its just freaking assignment but i just cant squeeze anything outta tt empty brain of mine..how pathetic.. fine! i swear im so gonna finish my projects on tues! ive done enuff of research and thats it. FULL STOP! alright..shall stop all the endless grumbling..

FRIDAY!

finally get to see the BF! after sch went to library for some research..see! research again..den went straight to look for him at his workplaces & had lunch nearby & i spend a total of $9.50! Fried Kai Lan + Omelette + Rice! rotting my way for the 2 hrs..sipping the ice barley drink and snapping ard..haa

we headed town! first stop Isetan.. bought my Chanel eyeliner and next DFS..the BF nearly got himself the Burberry belt but lucky i stopped him! SAVE UP for the necessities rit dear? hehx & he bought himself a leather shoe! like finally~ walk over to cineleisure for late dinner..HK CAFE! the BF say the food sucks..he make me eat his curry noodles la and he ate the suppose to be my black pepper chicken spag! BIG BULLY! after which we went to buy tickets for MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2! and the forever hungry bf had Fried Kuay Teow b4 we head home! 4am yes i swear we both were fucking tired!

visuals

last but not least,

((:

2008-07-24T19:09:00.005+08:00

its blogging time..

finally meet up with the DEVILZ! we went to Waruku at Marina Square and chill at TCC.. glad to know tt everyone is doing fine and i think we can chat everything even "sensitive" things huh..LOL! meet up soon for Shann's birthday celebration alright! hehx)

peektures!

after which went up to dear's hse b4 heading to my home cus he just ordered mac delivery! wad a pig! haa after tt both of us cab to my house! oh ya we caught DARK KNIGHT at westmall! great movie but abit lengthy..lols. nth much bout sch life its the same old boring lectures..and i finally went to netball trg with joey sweets & aizhen sweets! feel so good after sweating and all..at least i feel lighter! haaaa!!

im sorry tt my blog upset u in some ways..when i saw the sadness in ur eye, i felt really helpless i dunno wad i could do to cheer u up..and the only thing i could do is to delete all..and i did it..iloveudarling..realli do..muackz*

2008-07-17T00:02:00.005+08:00

new post new post!

been here been there.. sum up i went shopping with the BF at Suntec, Marina Square, Town! bought a $48 dress from forever21 but doesnt looks like $48! ahh..oh well..wad to do the BF says i look nice in it..haha! he better say i look damn pretty the day i wear it! LOL..back to wad i bought this past few weeks or months, i actually invest in this BLACK MASK from Kose! i heard its duper good so decided to try!

tadah!

oops! i hope i din scare any of u.. but its really good it really remove my blackheads instantly! $35 gone just like tt~ and the BF & i went for sakae sushi ! seriously i cant get enuff of salmon sashimi i can swallow like 100 plates of it!

2008-06-23T10:55:00.002+08:00

arghh! im broke for many reasons! nvm..i shld start saving from nw..seriously no new dress no new blouse and no new shoes! bad bad bad!! *scream*

no money to watch movie also...hw pathetic.................haha!

=(

2008-06-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Friday

meet up with BestieJuan, Jane & Liyin for chilling session in Town! we settle down at HK Cafe(Cineleisure) and seriously we can bitch BIG TIME ! lols.. Juan passed me my belated birthday pressie! oh man..im totally loving it~ ive been wanting to get one cosmestic pouch like forever..thanks babe! teehee and jane also bought us a small gift from her taiwan trip! super sweet hp pouch..love it! tks (: see u all next sat! muaks <3

Agnes B!

Saturday

what else.. working at FEP.. zzz

Sunday

brought family to Rivercity restaurant for lunch! celebration for Father's Day! and after tt headed to Forum Shopping Mall for facial.. and yes today i spend ALOT! im really broke to the MAX! no more shopping no more good food~ damn..

thailand trip

2008-06-10T23:12:00.011+08:00

BKK TRIP!!!

2nd day

Erawan Shrine

The Platinum Fashion Mall - best shopping mall EVER!!
3rd day

Chinatown

Siam Paragon

Suan Lum Night market

4th day

Chatuchak!

MBK - MahBoonkong

we took 9.10pm flight and back home at ard 12 ! HOME SWEET HOME!

my BUYS!

my new baby! my belated birthday pressie fr the BF! ((:

2008-05-30T13:10:00.006+08:00

im currently on a long vacation leaves even tho im flying off on the 4thjune..i need some rest u see.. and of course going town to shopppppp! GSS! oh ya.. i happen to bump into this SCSS senior of mine in my company! so coincidence.. we kind of click! i brought her to BAKERZINN for dessert! hehx) yups..its on my tab because i promise to treat her dessert as an birthday celebration..lucky citibank has 15% off.. worth it! ((:

Joanne & the warm chocolate cake.

my chocolate souffle! duper sinful!

this was quite sometime ago! celebration of aizhen 20th birthday!

i love u babe! miss u bitches lots!! hee

my new buy!

I CANT WAIT TO PARTY WITH DEVILZ! yeah~

2008-05-15T21:57:00.006+08:00

BOO~

mummy bought this heels for me because e current one tt im wearing give way when i was running & chasing my company bus! BOO~ thanks mum! ((: oh.. im going for a short getaway to thailand-Bangkok with my parents..its really a very last mins decision..sis was talking about her classmate shopping like crazy at bangkok and the everything there is like DIRT cheap so i just merely say maybe me & sis can go there during June and dad agreed provided that my parents tagg along but well theres good & bad.. good thing is i dun even have to spend a single cent! haha.. we will be flying off on the 4thjune & back on the 7th june and the best part is the hotel we book is like the centre of all shopping centers~~im loving it!

some visuals of the hotel - Pathumwan Princess Hotel !!

alright i need to get some rest..my SK-II eye mask is not working..nights all~

2008-05-12T11:59:00.002+08:00

有裂痕的爱怎么重盖.....

wheee nice dress

2008-04-06T19:49:00.005+08:00

heyyyyyyyy!

i hate exams! spells H-A-T-E! arghh.. its killing me! i really hate being stuck at hm mugging like some mugger especially when my evil sis get to go out shopping almost everyday! but well.. i manage to bought a top/dress online! yes...i noe i shuld be mugging but humans do need a break yea? lols

its kinda short for the model but i hope it will turn out much longer as the model is like 1.67 la..im like..........1.56..booo~ i noe im short! who cares~

oh..i cant wait for the BF next pay because hes gonna get me my so so so belated birthday pressie! hmmm.. it shall be either

and i cant wait to go for joey 21st birthday celebration! ((: i miss my BITCHES!

ciaoz..

2008-03-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

its kind of worry ppl..

when u realise ur r/s has already reach the stagnant stage..

what to do?

how can it be help?

where should i start?

who should i turn to?

when it started?

and i wonder................. mayb ive been thinkin too much? who knows?

i need my BESTIE JUAN !! :(

2008-03-02T21:23:00.009+08:00

hey,back to blog even tho ive insufficient photos..but nvm ill update when i got it from my frens alrity..

ok.. my 1 Year Anniversary celebration was celebrated at Breeze @ The Scarlet Hotel !! ((:

ill will update again on the photos of the food we had after getting it fr the BF's ! e food is super yummilicious i swear! i had salmon and darling had spring chicken and its like only $88! i love the ambience & scenery there! worth going! darling even say we can come back again on our 13 months anniversary but i think we shuld try other restaurants since SG got so many nice restaurants ya? hehe

22nd Birthday Celebration!~~

went CAPELLA @ CHJMES with BITCHES! haaa.. e food is damn nice especially abby's goose liver! $30 for a small piece. damn exp! others had spagetti.. haha.. we thought the portion will be big so we ordered like 3 plates of different spagetti (Lobster, Seafood & Marinra) and share.. but still its filling la..

*pics still with ABBY*

thanks for the ALDO BAG! i lurve it so much!! (:

went MODESTO'S @ Vivo City with the SIM Peeps! haha..

and the SIM peeps gt me a COACH wristlet! duper nice k! really love it to the M-A-X! thanks lots guy! hee

u all must be thinking wad did the BF brought me for my 22nd birthday right?

Answer: He haven got me anything because urs truly still contemplating what to get.. HAHA!

alrighty..enuff of my crapping

nights~

2008-02-16T13:58:00.006+08:00

its nw rotting at home session......

the month of FEB seems to be my month becauseeeeeeeeee itsssssss......

1. Chinese New Year!

2. Valentine Day! 14/02

3. 1 Year Annivesary! 18/02

4. My 22nd Birthday! 25/02

1. Chinese New year gonna be over soon! of course i collected alot of ANG BAOS~ yea! my favourite.. teehee.. new year was just going houses & collect ang baos AND gambling.. haaa~

2. Its Valentine Day! Went out for dinner to chill.. romantic ambience~ (; & He gave me a total of 11 purple roses delivered to my house! i was so shock to see the roses! haaa.. thanks darling for the surprise! <3

3. shiT! our 1 year anniversary i still haven plan which restaurant to dine at! any suggestions? but ive already bought him the 1 yr gift! hehx) his all time fav. Burberry Polo Tee!!

& a little handmade stuff.. its an incomplete pieces.. still got lots to do.. cannot post the pics up just in case the BF might log on and peek! lols..

4. now my 22nd Birthday! weee~ actually i still need a LV key & coin holder.. hur hur~ nah.. jus kidding.. jus be present for my birthday celebration dinner will do! YES! i hope the dates are all FIXED for my DEVILZ, BITCHES & SIM PEEPS! loves*

w910i

2008-01-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

sch is as usual.. damn boring with all the graphs and theory! *yawn i seriously think tt MacroEconomics is damn dry.........zzz

oh ya.. tml is my first day of work at FEP! just some part-time retail job.. and today i meet up with mummy at causeway point.. she bought me my fav. Sony Ericsson W910i ! ive been eyeing on this phone for very long time! hehx) thanks mummy! ((:

nights all..

burberry

2008-01-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

cant wait to get those lovelies! awwwwww... i hope sg does sell them.. gonna hunt for them tml~ school reopen tml! semester 2..zzzz

2007-12-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

watched Alvin and The Chipmunks with the BF at Westmall! i super super super adore Theodore!! its like the CUTEST chipmunks lar.. its a very inspiring movie i would say, at least for me! haaa MUST WATCH! after which went for late supper with his parents at Bukit Gombak.. his parents is damn funny la.. we talk about my HK Trip then Genting Trip and i din noe his dad can be so friendly despite his urber cool appearance. Never judge the book by its cover! hahaaa

Thurs
Meet up with the BF and we headed to town because i need to get the spray for my Prada Bag! it can prevent water marks, dirt and at the same time help to moisturise my baggie.. walk ard and manage to get Fancl Cleansing Oil.. den headed back to his house for dinner.. and home sweet home..

Friday
Back to work! its our Office Opening Day! were so busy entertaining the BIG bosses and only manage to rest ard 3+pm.. when i was preparing to leave the office, my boss walk towards me and pass me my christmas present! i was so shocked at tt moment..din expect to recieve a christmas pressie from them actually.. but well.. it was very nice of them.. so touched! hehe

Today is my nua-ing day at home.. walk over to Teck Whye to alter my 2 dresses..cus both of the dress length is at my knee which is way too long for me! don like! hahaaa and i need to wear one of the dress to my Boss House. We are having Christmas celebration at my boss house tml ! shall upload the pics tml..

ciaoz

HK TRIP _07

2007-12-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

back from HK TRIP !

Day 1 & 2
Fly from SG to Macau by TigerAirway.. den took a Ferry to Zhu Hai (a part of China). and seriously the ppl there are damn rude! my sister call them the uncivilised ppl! haha.. but i call them the Barbarian! the things in ZHU HAI is damn cheap k! the fake lashes there is selling S$0.20 per box! i went crazy when i convert the currency!!! i bought myself a fake CHANEL ear studs! pretty pretty! hehx) the seafood there is like damn cheap! we spend only S$60+ for 10 dishes(abalone,scallop,crapfish,fish,prawn,snail-alike,roast goose,mussels,crab,oyster)!

Day 3

went over to HONG KONG by Ferry! 1hr 10mins journey from ZHU HAI to HONG KONG. its shopping time! our 1st stop SPACE WAREHOUSE(Prada Factory Outlet). They sell off season goods of Prada buttttt i manage to get myself this pretty off-white leather bag! its cheap compare to SG! i got this bag at S$1.2k and its a gift from my parents because i score pretty well for my exams! heee and the chanel bag is a gift from my malaysia aunt! both bags make me a duper happy gurl ! gee

Day 4

Took a Ferry back to Macau. and we stay in this Integrated Resort! Venetian Hotel! its damn damn grand i tell u..

my sister is happy with her buys at Agnes B. haaaa

The very grand mirror at the Hotel Lobby!

Day 5

Check out and headed to Macau Airport and yes finally back to SG! ((:

dreams are jus dreams

2007-12-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

Im surrounded by four walls
Im at a place where I cant hear what others say.
Nobody can understand how im feeling
Nobody knows what I really want
This few days my heart and mind has been fighting..
But I still cant find any answer to it

I put my whole heart into it
And learn that he fill my heart with lies
He swear that he genuinely love me
I believe him that he really loves me
But I no longer can keep him with me anymore
He is still that him;
The horrible guy that I never will dream of

Tell me how can I still love
Tell me how can I still trust
Tell me how can I forget
Tell me how can I just walk out of this world
that once belong to both of us
Tell me how long will I need to tear

I’m still struggling……

2007-12-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

今天是我最难过的一天..

fadeeeeee

2007-12-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really dunno wad i wan in this r/s.. i cant seems to communicate with him..

=(

2007-12-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

im getting poorer......... :(

saturday

woke up at 8am and rush down to Mount Elizabeth to get rid of the stupid band in between my teeth and Dr Cheng put on metal rings! its much more comfortable than the band la.. and ya.. $535 gone~ went back home and nap all the way and woke up at 6pm! shiok! hahaa..

sunday

meet up with the BF and we spend our day at home! he was sleeping and i brought along Evan Almighty2 DVD to his house to watch.. after which BF brought me to Swensen for dinner! i so wanna watch ENCHANTED! arghh..

monday

was so busy the whole day tt i dont even have the time to drink my all time fav. NESTUM cereal drink! it taste heavenly serious! and was blog hopping just nw and i realise i miss many ppl.. gonna plan to meet up with BITCHES for XMAS dinner! hehx)

this week gonna be real busy..

friday - belated celebration of joyce's 21st birthday
saturday- going yan chee's birthday party @ coasta sand
sunday- spending time with the BF

sometimes i really appreciate the things tt he do.. like in the middle of the night he will tell me his plans after ORD..sms me saying tt hes gonna work at this company first and after tt hes gonna continue study at MDIS during june.. and he say he will get me all the branded goods i want.. aint he sweet ? i can feel hw serious he is towards me and our future.. im glad i found someone tt dote & love me.. at least im happy with my life nw.. (:

well well well..

gonna hit the sack real soon.. im aging.. LOL

2007-11-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

im back!

hahhahhaa.. so.. lifes kinda busy for me.. earning bucks u see..LOL

took half day leave for dental appointment at Mount Elizabeth! & i spend $500! Dr. Cheng is a very nice guy! firstly, he didnt charge me consultation fee and secondly, he explain clearly how braces works.. and now theres something in between my teeth and i feel super uncomfortable.. ahh~ going back this saturday again to put metal rings! ahh! $500 gone again.....=(

oh oh..and i went shopping ALONE! so pathetic right? because since im in town i must well go and do some shopping..hehx) and i bought myself a white dress! saw this vintage belt but it cost freaky $39.90 just for a belt.. so i think i shall just go BUGIS one day to search for cheaper belts! hahaa.. i noe im very cheapo & auntie lar.. but seriously $39.90 for a non-branded belt is way too expensive k? somemore i just spend like $500 on my teeth! haaa

hehe..lurving

2007-11-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!! weeeeeee~

results out on the 5 dec ! boo~

anyway ytd was spending time with the BF. we went to collect my NRIC and went over to TOWN to shopp for her sister's birthday pressie..manage to get her a Bonia coin purse at Takashimaya.. den walk over to wisma and saw this really pretty dress but din get it in the end cus ... i wanna look ard 1st.. BAH! regretted should have get it.. arghh! after which we went to Far East Ramen Teh(dunno if i spell correctly) for dinner! been so long since i went town.. happy thou i din brought back anything.. haa~

sighh.. its time to work! starting work next monday at the same company! W-Y-E-T-H ! ahhaaa.. i can forsee that money is going to roll into my pocket real soon! hehx)

did i tell u all im going HONG KONG? oh man.. im so happy especially when i noe theres Prada,Miu Miu & Gucci Factory Outlet over there! cant wait for the day to come.. oh.. tml is friday.. should be another round of shopping session! ill make sure i will get that oh-so-pretty dress! LOL.

2007-10-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

lets see wad i bought for myself for the month of september..

M.A.C Liquid Eyeliner $33
Majolica Majorca Blusher $54
Mineral power $40
Mjphosis white skinny pants $53

holy cow! i spend alot this month.. ahh! and not forgetting buying birthday pressie for all the october babies.. and i still wanna get the LV petite Noe! money pls drop from the sky~~!

oh.. and online shopping is really addictive! i bought this top from UrbanOutfitters.

nice? haha.. another $50 gone!

some visuals on my bestie's 21st birthday celebration!

2007-09-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

my new dress which cost me only $18! good deal eh? haha

ive no school on monday, tuesday & wednesday! tml going wheelock place with mummy to collect her $2k watch.. now a days women are so crazy over watches and i dunno y.. my mum is one of them.. -.-

and seriously, i miss my bf heaps! :(

random pics! was browsing thru my pictures & saw my long hair & short hair pics so i decided to post it up.. jus for fun.. i think i gg MAD cus ive been pretty random recently.. haha.. wadever~

newyrk_sweets

2007-09-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

ok..i noe my blog is rotting.. zhen sweets say she everytime see my eski bar face! hahaha... neway, school was still ok.. quite fun with bunch of lameshit mates! this few weeks been quite busy for me with 2 tuitions , sch tests, driving lessons and meeting the BF..

sunday was spent with the family! we went to VIVO CITY!!!! i jus lurve shopping with the parents.. everything i buy is on parents' tab.. weeee~ and so i bought 2 heels; one from Charles & Keith another from TANGS! and also a BYSI top and a heated eyelash curler !

imma happy happy gurl ~~

meet up with sweets ytd! we meet up at City Hall for dinner & chilling session.. we settled at newyorknewyork~ & joey saw this eye candy..haha! shes like blushing whenever the guy look at her.. hw funny! after which we went to Esplanade & do loads of stunts! LOL

visuals.

citibank card

2007-08-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to collect my Citibank Platinum Visa card! yeahhh.. thanks dad ((: after which, went to meet up with abby & vanny.. we went to ESKI BAR to chill.. its nice catching up with you gals! more meetups alright? ill upload the rest of the visuals when abby sent me the photos.. for now just this.. blue-ish me!

today the bf & i went to Raffles City to queue for donuts from DONUT FACTORY! yummyyy~ alright sch tml.. zzzz

my nerdy bf~ HAHA

SIM peeps

nights everybirdie !! HUGS*

2007-08-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

yippeeeeeeeeeee!

the BF surprised me! he bought me the bag i wanted.. i was telling him hw much i wanted this bag so that i can bring to sch.. and the next minute he bought it! heehee x)

*ps the color in e pic is very different from the real ones. camera phones are lousy!

schools alright.. lectures can be fun yet boring! how contradicting huh.. lols.. neways watched "Flash Point" with the bf damn cool ! and and and BITCHES meet up soon for some chilling session kkaes.. ive gt so many to catch up with u all.. *MISSES

2007-07-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!

i think i grew fatter.. my face getting rounder... oh man.. thats the disadvantage of rotting at home.. i tend to eat ALOT! going jogging soon.. :(

2007-07-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

Lemme explain why im broke..

1) i bought a Ralph Lauren Polo Tee (Black Pink Pony) for my sister..

2) i bought Scholl heels for my mother...

3) and i bought myself this pate tube from gojane..

4) i bought facial ampoules for myself..

and yesterday i meet up with bestie.. acc her to trim her hair & went to buy FengXian's present.. haha!

& im so BROKE now...........

2007-07-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

meet up with abby biatch tdy ! this gurl never go school! hahaha..

so we walk ard at far east and i manage to get myself a pretty necklace from EZen for only $12.90! den abby went to braid her hair for $22! damn cool i tell u.. i love e colours!! and we cab down to Republic Poly as abby gt trg.. after trg abby, vanny & i went to House of Lobster for dinner.. den abby & i went causeway to shop ard.. bought myself a plain white shorts! and went home after that..

loots of the day

*p.s the other necklace is my mum bought for me ! from iora ~

another 5 mins more to my 5 month-sary with my dearest boy! i LOVE u dear! *muacks

retail therapy; bags

2007-07-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

my ARMY boy;

i think i seriously need some retail therapy.. im starting to get bored with my clothes.. zzz.. oh btw i bought myself a bag for only $15 from some taiwan spree! good deal! Abby got herself 2 bags too! still waiting for it to arrive..

tml ill be meeting bestie for lunch & going over her hse to PLAY! hahaha..

nights!

2007-07-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

Vivo City!

yes! the bf & i + weijie & his gf went to vivo city for some retail therapy but i only manage to get myself conditioner.. and so i spend like $32 for that conditioner! damn. but i shuld be happy cus today is my PAY DAY! i cant get out of the hse to check my account balance because i had to stay at home and wait for the service men to done with my cabinet.... zzz

neway sum visuals!

ciaoz...

2007-07-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

and so we finally MEET up!

as usual we bitch bout everything we saw! love u bestie! ((:

2007-07-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

this week seems to be the catching up sessions!

tues 03/07

met up with the BITCHES( abby,joey & vanny) for lunch in RP! miss them so much.. after which went to canteen and waited for my sister to end lesson & we headed home tgther.. meet up with the bf at westmall to watch Transformers! super duper NICE show!

wed 04/07

woke up at 11am and went for my driving lessons.. damn! i din noe i need to like have Provisional Driving License in order to start driving a car.. so my coach sent me over to BBDC to get it but i failed my eye test i couldnt see which direction the letter "E" is facing.. so i cant get the PDL unless i get myself a spectacles! then meet up with the bf for lunch at westmall.. after which he had to book in at 4pm.. and so i rch home at like 5pm and waited for mummy to come back from work.. finally, shes back~~ i told her bout getting a spectacle and she brought me to see an optician straight... well, my right eye 100 degree and left eye 25 degree! how great.. but nah.. im only wearing it when im facing the computer & driving i guess.. HAHA!

thurs 05/07

suppose to go RP to support SIT match but then i way to lazy to move my ass outta house.. so i decide to ROT AT HOME !

contract ends

2007-06-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

i will be so free after 29june! because my contract ends at 29june07! yippy!!

i always ask the bf where i stand in his heart & today he finally answer me.......

As usual i woke up and drag myself to work.. work was tiring because ive to like type 150+ data into the database! rahh i was talking on the phone with him.. & he told me h
es playing his campmate's PSP and so we hang up very soon.. Finally its lunchtime! so i call up the bf and i heard something that is so familiar and the background sound was actually my office lift's automated machine/speaker(pardon me, i dunno wads that call)!! & i knew he came over my office to accompany me for lunch! i was so surprised & shock to see him standing outside my office.. and so he answer all the doubts in me.. i love u dear* =))

oh.. and tml is SIM- RMIT University Orientation Day! i hope its gonna be fun! ill be meeting vonne up to go together.. & we have to like pay $17 for the T-shirt & tickets for BASH in August! weeee~ i cant wait..

while im sitting here typing all these.. suddenly i misses the bf! because i only get to see him on sunday.. :(

2007-06-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

lets see wad i got for myself last week..

Bebe Ribbed Rhinestone Scoopneck Tank (white)!

Guy Laroche Polo Tee ( Father's Day gift ! )

Off-shoulder top

Spend my weekend with the bf.. shopping + movie session! bought the above and after that went over to cine for Fanastic 4! its really a fanastic show tho.. haha..

Sunday went back to town with boyfriend to change the Polo Tee because i bought the wrong size! till nw i still cant believe my dad wear size S! im not being mean alright.. its jus tt i never thought that my dad could actually fit Size S.. but well, perhaps gym-ing really play a very BIG role!

I MISS MY GURLS!! especially bestiejuan.. MIA!

nights all..

happy girl

2007-06-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET! u see.. i can predict right? haha..

went to meet karen at Galleria DFS after work.. finally bought my burberry wallet! lalala~ its actually $410 but because of karen i got it at $348! ((: *thanks* by the way, karen is my bf's bestest friend.. LOL

After which went over to Far East to cut my damn fringe.. its way too long & ugly! say hi to BANGS! hahaa.. dun ask me why i cut but jus feel like it.. hehx

been spending alot recently.. i need to get one more bag & FULL STOP. and seems like the bf wanna get me the bag.. hahaa.. lets wait & see.. meanwhile, take care all ! <3

buy items

2007-06-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

i got myself a mini chupa chups hp strap!!

AE Dot Boyfriend Tank Top

boooooo

2007-06-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

HOSPITALISED - BF's BIRTHDAY- BACK TO WORK

yes. im back from NUH! suffer from stomach flu..fever up & down.. 3 days 2 nights with tasteless food.. finally OVER!~ haha..

anyway got out from hospital, the next day when to the BF's chalet and acc him thru out.. many friends came.. and right after i go off, he got himself drunk and lie straight in bed.. the next morning had fever..went over his house and look after him.. took panadol & hes fine now.. hehx)

went to TOWN today!

brought him to DFS because urs truely still owe him a birthday pressie! finally.. after walking round & round..bought him a BURBERRY WALLET which cost me $300! BIG DAMAGE! but he love it wad to do.. lols.. i can predict another damage coming up soon.. HAHA!

his burberry wallet.

2007-05-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

i went window shopping with my boy ytd.. we went Galleria DFS! its my first time there ok! all my fav shops there! Burberry,Gucci, Louis Vuition, Coach, Ralph Lauren & Kate Spade! damn. *broke*

did i mention i had a great catch up session over the phone with vonne! hahaha.. this ger damn funny lar.. oops..& shes gonna be my lunch partner in SIM! yeahooo~ at least im not alone..

well well well.. i think ive decided to get my boy a Ralph Lauren Wallet.. hehx. (:

tads all for today.

<3 all !

2007-05-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS!

1) its confirm that im furthering my studies at SIM! phew~ before that i was so worried tt i cant get in..
2) my boy is coming back in 4 days time!
3) school commencing on 30 July which means i can earn more money & shop more!

END OF GOOD NEWS.

im still contemplating on wad should i get for the BF's birthday pressie.. rahh!

2007-05-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Friday - 11 May

GLITZ NIGHT!

went to Wisma during lunchtime and bought a black heels from Charles & Keith for only $23.90! & i love it to da MAX! hehx) after work, went to cwp to meet up with joey & abby because joey need to buy a black skirt for Glitz.. after tt we cab down to RP & saw vanny! well, got my Certificate of Merit! haha.. Abby, Vanny, Jay & I pon-ed ! we went cwp to slack instead.. after which abby came over my house to stay.. poor her have to wake up early like 6.45am..

Saturday - 12 May

went over to Safra Mount Faber to celebrate advanced Mothers Day for Grandma! granny & aunt comment & say that i gt freckles! damn.. so i called up aunt the next minute and ask her what brand of sunblock is good? and she recommend me Dermalogica day bright™ spf15..farking $50 for jus 30ml. i hope its good.. UV rays suck!

Sun- 13 May

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

treat the whole family for a movie! 200 pound beauty! i choose this movie because my mother likes korean movie/drama.. and it seem like she enjoyed it alot! went home after that and took a nap till 7pm..

Monday - 14 May

working working & working!

p.s will upload e pictures when i got it.. (:

2007-05-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

finally the DEVILZ met up ytd! went up to joyce's cafe for a drink and snack.. cool. still we laugh & joke ard.. well, hope more meet ups soon! and SORRY bitches din went to MOS with u all cus my time doesnt allow me to.. very packed and ive to sent the bf to airport.. so SORRY! will meet up again alrit?

from left ; Huijuan bestie, Fengxian, Joyce, Me & Jane

was taken some time ago.. Liyin's 21st birthday celebration at Partyworld.

me, juanbestie & liyin e birthday girl !

boredom

2007-04-04T13:16:00.000+08:00

*edited

schedule; urber pack with lots of stuff!

mon - working
tues - working & tuition
wed - working & tuition
thurs - working & meeting up with abby & vanny!
fri - GOOD FRIDAY!
sat - lunch at cousin house & dinner with family @ Ding Tai Fung
sun - send my mother off to malaysia

shes going melaka for 1 week ! oh man.. im so dead.. which means ive to do all the housewhores! imagine working from 8.30am-5.30pm after tt rush to teach tuition from 6.30-8pm and back home to wash the clothes, sweep the floor, iron the clothes bla bla bla..

i missing him every single moment.. especially when i cant even contact him! zzzz.. pls tell me he will be back soon.. rahhh

2007-03-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

been really busy with work! rollarcoaster life.. sucks totally! rahhh..

my working desk!

i miss my Bs' (bestie & bitches)!

2007-03-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

i wanna go NIGHT SAFARI !

CafeBiz

2007-03-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

was actually contemplating on going where for feasting.. its either Greenhouse @ Ritz Carlton or CafeBiz @ Traders Hotel. After hearing raves about the seafood buffet at Traders, we decided to settle our dinner there..

we cabbed over!

the crabs & lobster there is super scrumptious! theres even roast pork,chicken & duck.. wide varieties of sushi.. there is even a pot of herbal stock soup for u to cook the prawns urself! my boy & I enjoy dipping the prawn into the boiling herbal soup! hahaaa.. there is also dim sum(prawn dumpling & Siew mai). I'm proud to announce that i ate everything there! every single bit! wahahhahaa.. time to shed some fats! =(

the desert corner; my fav !

saw the 5-tier chocolate fondue fountain? HAHAHAHA! damn shiok!

im a happy ger ! =))

happy 21 birthday!

2007-03-06T15:09:00.001+08:00

21st birth-day!

so my birthday was celebrated at Aranda Country Club [3days2nights]!

ive to thanks loads of ppl..

bestiejuan

althou u cant attend my birthday party but u still owe me present hor! u cant run away! muahahhaa.. miss u so much la.. u better meet me up SOON! so much to update u.. LOVES*

my BITCHES (aizhen,joey,abby&vanny)

thanks for coming and also take care of me when im URBER drunk! i noe hug the toilet like most of the time & of course i noe i cry like some crazy girl.. well dun worry, ive to accept the fact that its all past.. ive a new chapter of life to begin.. and im gonna miss u all so much.. gathering session soon ya? loveuallsomuch*

Andrew e DeeJay

thanks for helping me out as a DEEJAY! sorry i knock out so early.. im a lousy drinker! thats y.. HAHA!

Vonne crap
thanks for dropping by on both days to acc me! so much appreciated and u noe i love u ! <3 see u ard babe!

my ARMY boy

thanks for being sucha sweetie.. buying me my fav things ,bringing me places tt i wanted to go.. thanks for the COACH coin purse and bringing me to the revolving restaurant to feast.. & always there for me.. hugs* (:

ITS PRESSIE TIME!

Guess Bag
from my BITCHES! thanks, i love it so much!!!! hehx)

Guess Clutch

Kelly & Yunru, thanks!! its so nice! i love it too! ((:

Adidas Shirt

Jannah, thanks for the tee! e box is so cute! love u!

recieved a black dress from fengxian, a book from wayne & sebas, perfume from faiza & sabby, black skinny jeans from my sister, perlin's silver necklace from liyin, SKII jewellery necklace from my big cousin, forever fren bear cup with a bear inside from LeiSiang & gang.. diamond earrings from mum..

1

2007-03-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

this blog is rotting..

lazy to update..

HAHA!

anyway thanks to those who came to my birthday bash ! ((:

val.day07

2007-02-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

im not in a good mood cus of some things.. well, wadever it is.. i shall not care anymore.. im in no position to say anithing..but i jus hope u dun forget me! ill miss u

Valentine Day! <3

i woke up in the morning and recieve a dozen of pink roses! so nice! thanks! (: after which i met up with vanessa & abby to have dinner at New York New York. After that we met up with joey & aizhen at ZOUK! its damn packed la.. but seriously its the first time i saw so many cute guys floating ard! hahaha! we ran to Phuture later part but its also very packed.. so we left at ard 1+am..

more pics coming up...waiting for vanessa & abby to send me !! (:

Invitation

2007-02-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

2007-02-06T11:28:00.000+08:00

im so messed up nw.
its been so long..
its nice updating each other life..
& i still miss u..

i jus hope..we are still frens...

OOPS

2007-02-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

8 more days to graduate!

21 more days to my 21st birthday!

had a really big surprise ytd.. recieved an unexpected pressie.. a COACH Signature Stripe Mini Skinny! thanks alot.. i love it.. (:

and finally im done with fyp !!! ohlord.. pray tt i will at least get a C .. tml will be catching up session with bestiejuan..im looking forward to it.. abby,vanny,aizhen&joey, shopping soon eh? theres like so many things i wanna buy after getting ANG BAOS from both CNY & my birthday! hahaha! & i happen to browse thru those websites & saw alot of pretty bags tt im so gonna get!

TADAH!

suggestions? which one nicer?

random

2007-01-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

the pace of my life been really too fast that i can hardly recall wad ive been doing lately.. many things happen that changed my life.. & i started to get worried.. guess i need a little more time to know wad i really want in my life..

well i noe its a very random post. HAHA

2007-01-21T14:39:00.000+08:00

its shopping again!

went bugis village with abby! she did manicure.. and i bought a black shorts for $18! haha.. and seriously bugis village is not our cup of tea! the place is urberly packed & the ppl there are SO low class. sorry to use the word low class.. but becus there are really so rude that i cant find any better words to describe them. rahhh! after which we went to far east plaza instead.. haha.. abby bought a pretty off shoulder top from Black Clover for $10 ! sorry babe, ive been talking on the phone that i neglect u abit.. sorry ya? *loves

NeYo- So Sick

2007-01-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

mmmm mmm yeah
do do do do do do do-do
ohh yeah

gotta change my answering machine
now that i'm alone
cuz right now it says that we
can't come to the phone
and i know it makes no sense
cuz you walked out the door
but it's the only way i hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)it's been months
and for some reason i just
(can't get over us)
and i'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
no more walkin round
with my head down
i'm so over being blue
cryin over you
and i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?

gotta fix that calender i have
that's marked july 15th
because since there's no more you
there's no more anniversary
i'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
and your memoryand how every song reminds me
of what used to bethat's the reason i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
(leave me alone)
leave me alone
(stupid love songs)
dont make me think about her smile
or having my first childi'm letting go
turning off the radio
cuz i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing she was still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
(why can't i turn off the radio?)
said i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing she was still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?
(why can't i turn off the radio?)
and i'm so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishin you were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
why can't i turn off the radio?
(why can't i turn off the radio?)
why can't i turn off the radio?

busy week.

2007-01-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

its time for some updates!

this whole week been so packed for me!

monday[15jan]

fyp since morning.. and its aso Open House.. stay inside E6 mac lab for nearly the whole day.. meet up with bestiejuan for dinner @ Food Republic! as usual we gossip alot & we luff like mad at the oh-so-stupid jokes of hers.. walk ard at Far East..and i bought a jacket for $19.90! ilurveitsomuch* haha and after which we went home.. nice catching up with u charbo! we are both so excited when discussing about my birthday plans..haha! meet up soon k! *many<3

tuesday[16jan]

fyp again.. this time round school was duper crowded with those secondary sch students.. well.. met up with supervisor.. as expected we have to re-edit our videos.. damn! after that meet up with abby for shopping session! vanny! u shuld have come.. we found a pretty floral top for only $13! hehx) this time round abby bought ALOT! 2 tops, 1 slipper, aviator & 2 tubes! and i bought an Off shoulder black top!

wednesday[today]

PP presentation later.. die.. now doing my poster.. and fyp later after my PP presentation.. updates more laters..

my uncle, yes. im profiling him.. ahha..

fyp

2007-01-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

im waiting for my bath-oh-so-slow sister to getta out of the bathroom! need to prepare to meet Jannah & Vivian for fyp-ing! oh man.. i need ta faster complete my flash website then can help them out with the video editing..

gg to help them ta pao Macdonalds! kk..updates more laters..

pardon me for the urber act cute post! hehehehe

missing the missing

2007-01-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

well, this picture says everything. its jus so sudden & its been so long since i felt this way.. sometimes i wish i've got selective memory seriously. RARRRR!

superly pissed.

2007-01-09T14:22:00.001+08:00

ytd match with SMU was BAD! 15 - 72 ! oh wells, i shall not comment more in here.. theres bound to be some hypocrites u see.. so yea.. shhhh...

and ya.. was suppose to meet up with abby & vanessa to collect the jersey tml but ive got fyp meeting in the morning so most prob cant already.. damn siensss

AND fyp meeting laters..

dressy

2007-01-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

saturday

i went queensway with abby! before heading to queensway, we went IKEA to have our lunch.. afterwhich we went to search for our IVP jersey.. finalize on the sleeveless black&white FBT ! and off we went town-ing again! bought the dress i wanted & its on daddy's tab. hoho! walk ard and we are back to our fav shop.. and YES! those new arrivals dresses are driving abby crazy! well.. i must agree that shop really sell pretty dresses! i bought another new ear rings.. im in lurve with this kinda earrings! ive got like 3pairs(Gold,Bronze & Chrome) already but im still searching for the silver ones.. tell me if u peeps noe which shop have it alrit?! *thanks

sunday

i spent my day staying at home doing my FYP! the nagivation itself is enuff to kill me.. next week will be damn busy for me.. IVP & FYP & RP! all the P's = lifeless mj ! BOO~

2007 2nd

2007-01-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

its the 2nd day of New year!

my mother was packing stuff and i found out that she have loads of coins(from other countries)! so i told her tt i want it and later im bringing the packet of coins to Money Changer! *evil grin*

updates later when i change the coins!

ciaoz

2007 new resolution.

2006-12-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

after reading zhen's blog.. ive loads to say too..

2006 ending soon! i realise ive gone thru many up&downs..

Firstly, i wanna thanks him.

thanks for being there for me for these 2yrs 7months. We gone thru thick & thin and overcome many obstacles and so we've created wonderful memories together. Memories that i wont forget. Now we have parted, life still goes on and im glad that u've found ur passion(beatboxing). all the way alright! u're really talented in beatboxing.. have more confidence in urself.. no matter wad, u'll still have my support! takecare dood. (:

next is bestiejuan

ive been with u for 7 yrs already.. this friendship is wad i really cherish.. a fren that doesnt betray me, doesnt backstab me and doesnt leave me alone and always there for me w/o fail.. my crazy laughing partner, my lesbian partner, my talk from A-Z partner and my gossiping partner.. charbo, if not for u i dun think i can pull thru this obstacle.. we grew up together rmb? our sec sch days are really memorable & unforgettable.. now we have grown up and we know wad we want & wad is best for us.. Be Strong! ill always be there for u like how u did when i fell off the swing.. *lovesumany <3

follow by aizhen sweets

im really glad to know u & our friendship grew stronger when we are in Thailand. thanks for accompanying me when im alone and be the one listening to all my craps and so on.. and if not you, i think ill the shortest.. lols.. and i cant forget the days when im the captain & you the vice-captain and the days when we fought so hard for netball.. mike & u been togther for 1yrs+ already.. glad to see that u both came up strong.. after so many things i believe that compromise is very important in every r/s.. ill see u when sch reopen k.. we will meet up for shopping soon & i need pedicure session! *lovesulots =))

and joey sweets

i guess our friendship grew stronger when we are in thailand too rit.. the cup noodles session etc.. haha.. thanks for listening to all my craps too.. i enjoy the days when we play netball and never give up.. i noe you been down because of many things.. but the joey i noe aint that weak rit.. be strong babe.. cheer up k. we will meet up when sch reopen.. take care! *lovesubabe =))

abby & vanny

after so much things.. im glad both of u are truthful to me.. i really enjoy the shopping session & movie session with u both! life been great because u both make my days less lonely.. and i noe u both really know how i feel afterall.. i meant all of us will want to be happy rather than sad rit? more shopping alrights! hehx) *lovesmany

Vonne

though we seldom contact anymore but i still wanna thanks u for being there for me when im down and meet me out and listen to my grumblings and comfort me. & i really appreciate it.. see u ard when sch reopen! *hugs

Vittorians.

i will never forget the days when we train almost everyday and yet at the same time enjoy every single moment.. its netball that bring us together.. rmb.. once a vittorian,forever a vittorian! *hugs*

lastly, my Family

dad, thanks for everything.. the amount of effort you put, in making me a better person really touches me.. you always give me the best & expect nothing in return.. afterall, u jus want me to be happy.. and so here i am..ill prove to u tt the cheerful daughter will be back.. iloveudaddy! <3

mum, although i seldom tells you how i feel & so on.. but i noe u care.. sometimes i really enjoyed talking with you about u & daddy's problem because it somehow makes me feel closer to you & this family.. i really appreciate when im really in need of extra income..u will be the first who bless me with money and save me.. iloveumommy! <3

many updates

2006-12-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

long post!

22nd pre-xmas pyjamas party !

though its a short one but we(abby,vanesssa,aizhen,joey&i) enjoyed ourselves to-the-max!

- arrival of guest

- indulging in food

- gifts exchange (with the "da chang jin" action)

- off to abby's room

- dirty-dancing

- camwhoring

- back home

gifts from aizhen! *geez

christmas gift from bestiejuan! *loves

**********************************************************************************

been town-ing with abby & vanny ! we've been shopping & shopping! bought two tops at $10 & $13 respectively! superb cheap! & we caught "Night At The Museum" at cineleisure.. its urber funny! dumb dumb wants to eat gum gum and vanny luff like mad(her usual way of luffing)!! after which we headed to macdonalds for late dinner.. its real nice chatting with them! ((:

ytd[29dec]

woke up at 9+am and went sch for fyp.. after that went for netball match vs CJ. Nigel,Abby,Vanny,XueLi & i went to House Of Lobster for our dinner. After that, we back for match vs RJC. super duper tired day! i lie flat on my bed when i rch home..

CHOPPED!

2006-12-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

CHOPPED OFF!

BEFORE

AFTER

finally cut my hair! hahahaha.. kinda weird right! sighh

outdated picsy

2006-12-24T16:32:00.000+08:00

outdated pics.

baabaablackchic

3 crazy gers! they lurve grinding me & i dunno y. LOL

K-boxing with my bitches! *grin*

more pics when i gotta them from zhen sweets! more updates soon*** now going to meet bestiejuan for haircut!

bye

christmas

2006-12-15T15:21:00.001+08:00

smell something??? CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

i went orchard ytd with my bestiejuan to visit my sister at MANGO! she so funny lar.. and i realise she is so petty! i guess working is pretty tough for her cus now Mango is having SALE! bestiejuan bought a green belt tt cost her $29! and im in love with this black glitter ROXY pouch @ pacific plaza! *hinting* who wanna get it for my christmas pressie? hehx) i cant wait for christmas to come! i cant wait for the 22nd ! (:

quiet moments

2006-12-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

its always during the quiet moments....

when i sit down & think back, it suddenly reminded me of how naive i am.. i used to think tt bf will always save my world when i felt fear and hatred..but at least he did it.. but its not jus bf who can save u but frens too! i jus noe tt whenever i slip away or flew off the swing, my frens are alwaes dere for me.. those are the ones i CHERISH and i realli thank them for giving a hand and pull me up. =)) & of course not forgetting the 2 greatest soul on earth..daddy & mommy! they alwae try to give me the best & i do appreciate even thou i seldom express it with words. lifes great now.. graduating soon!

cant wait for xmas*

new new new

2006-12-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

my new pinky facial steamer

been sms-ing my ex ex-bf.. we was like talking bout relationship issue! hehx) glad tt we still keep in contact.. he happen to know bout me & CF so he told me about his story bout his ex-gf.. well, now he found a girl who treat him better then his previous gf.. im happy for him and he told me tt ill find a better guy.. haha BUT we both agree tt its better to stay single for now! at least ive found a good fren to whine at.. haha! ((:

today

jannah, vivian & Zul came my house to do fyp! haha.. after that my dad sent us back to sch to continue our filming.. & i became the CAT-WOMAN in the movie.. after tt, Zul sent me hm ! this is the 1st time i ride on a bike! so cool lar.. thanks zul* reached home at ard 7+pm.

zoukout06

2006-12-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

Zoukout 2006

its damn fun i tell u! we dance like nobody business.. ppl dere are urber friendly that i saw a gal kissing the angmoh when dey dun even noe each other.. ohgod! wad happen to this world.. maybe im too naive? haha.. wadever~ theres one pic we took but i decided not to post it cause i look F-A-T in it.. arghh..

my cutie cousin & sis!

my thoughts..

2006-12-10T23:34:00.001+08:00

"true love doesnt have a happy ending"
"nothing last forever"

how true.. many of us get involved with this game; LOVE
but how many of us know that its jus another heartbreak and stitches game.
my story ended
but come to think of it, perhaps dis would be better for both of us..

i met him when i was 18, after 2+years together.. he realised and told me tt he prefer being single.. and now im at the age of 20. come to think of it.. how long could we be together? we have to be together for another 5 years to be able to get married?? haha..and yes.. another 5 years..
and i wonder isnt it better to end now than 5 yrs later?? and i ask myself why should i be so persistent to get him back when it will still be the same a few yrs down e road.. and i finally understand wad he told me.. this is a painful lesson but a valuable one because i realised many things in life is uncontrollable..

& if the sun don't shine forever, you gotta let it go.

war peace

2006-12-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

updates.

-went barbaablackchic; its a new club near sim lim square. went with zhen sweets & bestiejuan. drank 1bottle of Heineken and i got dizzy a few mins later.. damn lousy lar..lols & the place was pretty small, left the place ard 1+am. cabbed home.

waiting for zhen to fly back from China to get picsy from her!

loads of things happen recently.. so many things we wish we could rewind but nah.. time has a habit of slipping away things.. well well well, i hope i get to work in CANDY EMPIRE! *thanks mich for helping me! (:

2006-12-05T13:45:00.001+08:00

heres the updates.

FINALLY, today is the last day of school ! but well, i cant find any part time job! and my idiot sister got a job in MANGO. damn.

ytd went makan with joey & hongyuan at Mos Burger! and den walk ard causeway point. reached home and went Lot 1 with daddy! he teach me how and when to use gears. its so cool & fun lar.. and last saturday, daddy brought me to BBDC to register for my basic theory! and hes paying for all ! heez lifes good with such a lovely daddy i have! oh ya, and hes getting me a Credit Card for my 21st birthday! weeee~ im a happy gal and i hope i will be happy always..........i hope

AND I'M SELLING ALL MY CLOTHES HERE :

http://my_storeroom.livejournal.com/

support support!

i noe dey care.

2006-12-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

i feel kinda bad.. this morning mummy has been telling me "its no point getting sad anymore, since its alr over.." but i chose to ignore her.. its not that im avoiding or whatsoever.. i jus dun wish to mention or bring it up anymore.. i noe my folks care bout me.. its just aint easy.. aniwae i thank all my fren for being dere for me always..

爱你行动不变
追不上你的美
脚步再快　跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界　在很远
我不了解分手就分手别把
话说得太美

我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什麼你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回

再见到你我一定让自己假装很坚定

random

2006-11-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

its kinda weird. i cant explain e feeling within me.. forget it.. i dont wanna bring it up anymore..

i wanna smile widely again

我要哭掉对你思念

im walking in the rain with the rain in me;

2006-11-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

im back from town !

daddy sponsor me for my retail therapy today! so happy~ and so i bought a pretty dress & a top!

the top

abby collected her dress & bought a red belt too & 3 boxers! we walked like 4-5 rounds on each level.. abby's dad is also good lar.. gave her $150 to spend! and i need to find a job..ohman... i need money.. boo~

i <3 my family !

2006-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

there seems to be alot i wanna blog bout.. but dunno where to start.. well, i went town with joey & zhen sweets & abby! tried 2 tops & now i still cant decide which want shuld i get?

which one? rahhh.. goin town later to acc abby to buy her that pretty dress from far east. oh ya..did i mention i bought zoukout 2006 tickets! yeahness~ me & bestie will be goin to have fun tt nite.. wee~

goodbye

2006-11-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

i went to find him tdy..i jus wanna clear my doubts & not to beg him to patch with me.. but still he dun wanna meet me.. fine..so we talk on the phone.. well, i got the answer..

he prefer his life now..
he want to be single..
he want freedom..
hes sick & tired of being in a r/s..

he say its difficult to forget but he have alr let go.. at least where ever he go, he will still think of the things we used to do together at the place. how i wish i met him in the later part of my life, after he had enjoy enough of single life.. but we cant rewind.. ive to accept it & move on! Life is not about love.. this time i shall jus enjoy my singlehood & i wont invest in another r/s alr..its pretty tiring.. its not easy to build a r/s for 2yrs7months..now i wanna do alot of things with my bestie! hehe.. its time to stand up & grow up! all the way MJ !

i meet up with bestie after meeting him..as usual we went towning! bought lots of stuff.. went pacific plaza but cant find "chicky".. hahas AND cant wait for december to come! (:

goodbye my love;

u're still e best guy ever..

BOO~

2006-11-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

curiousity & sickness is killing me..

imma tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,

for why you're not around, and feeling so useless;

stop it MJ !

2006-11-19T04:16:00.000+08:00

Ultimate Challenge
ytd was so fun! joey,abby,ethel & i had so much fun together yea? there are like 23 stations! We play all the sports ! weeee~ after that we had our late dinner at the House Of Lobster. cheap cheap~ $4 nett + 1 free drink..

holidays coming! and i haven find myself job! i dun wanna rot! help.. any job intro???anyway im counting down to a special day..

10days from today onwards..

affected

2006-11-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

affected once again;
thanks to u;

fcuk it;

ULTIMATE CHALLENGE later !

2006-11-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

towning was fun with bestie! as usual we luff like no tml.. & i saw this pretty pretty top! so niceee la... going towning next week with bestie again to get that top & some other mission! today i apply eye liner! omg! i cant believe it.. i actually apply.. but jannah,vivien & bestie comment that i look prettier with eye liner! *shy* hehx..

no sch tmr = can slp more!
need to catch more sleep.. *yawn*

nights peeps.

i choose to keep those encouraging words;

2006-11-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

bad..real bad..

breakouts! i din noe my face that bad.. until zhen tt time ask me hw cum my face so red.. den i realise..gawd! lucky mum blessed me with money for my facial tmr.. thanks mommy! all cause by upset-ness & sad-ness plus all the late nights..

its alwaes when night falls.. when songs trigger my emotions.. i feel so dead at times but tmr will be a better day right?! will be a busy day tmr.. facial, fyp & meeting up with my bestiejuan ! alright i shall turn in now.. nights peeps!

ihatetosay; i still miss him so..

2006-11-13T12:04:00.000+08:00

today's trg was fun with da juniors! i guess dis month is all the break-up month like wad joey say..how pathetic man..

cheer up faiza.. i understand ur situation.. we are in the same boat ya.. life aint all bout love! so we mus live our life to the FULLEST! dun think so much.. jus tell urself, if hes meant to be urs, fate will bring both of u back together.. i noe u sumhw will feel sumting is missing all of the sudden.. take it easy.. i cant really console u cause im still hanging sumwhere but ill be dere for u if u need alrit? (:

stop asking me to let go;
stop asking me to forget;
cause u noe its aint easy..
& i noe u care.

2006-11-13T04:26:00.000+08:00

woke up like 8am and prepare to go sch for fyp! *yawn* but had fun lar.. i lurve jannah's company! shes the shortest! we shall call her shortie jan ! muahahha.. *evil grin* after that went causeway Banquet to have lunch with jannah & vivien.. 3 of us had Fried prawn hokkien mee! Vivien went for work, jannah & i headed to mrt station.. tad shortie so sweet ..take train to chinese garden to meet her boyfriend.. LOL and i went home to nap alittle before heading suntec with my sister to meet joey sweets! we shopped ard..poor joey..i guess its not her day! no havanas slipper for her..no nike tee for her.. but GOOD she save $40! and i finally bought that ALDO bag! $59 for jus a small bag but worth it la..cus i love it beri much! (:

bestie juan say dere might be a part time job next sat&sun! i pray its confirm! den ill see my bestie again! char bo, we shall hang ard town soon huh..dun worry ive save the topshop voucher for u! *misses

tts all for tdy.. go watch my death note anime!

我依然還在等待　等待妳會明白　
一顆堅強的心在等妳回來...

2006-11-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

woot! ytd went to meet up with juan bestie! we went marina square Food court to makan.. the view dere is really so cool la and again flashbacks.. sighh.. but time pass faster by occupying your mind with other stuff.. well well well, both of us went window shopping! DIE. loads of things to buy.. im so gonna get that ALDO bag! hehx) and guess wad i saw Vanessa Wee working at Marina Square! haha.. its been long time since i last saw her.. catch up alittle and continue walking ard with juan.. bestie been having cramps because we been luffing like some mad girls ! every single thing we saw seems so funny! the guy in white hair-overstress i guess.. the guy with seaweed/grass hair.. the guy who tie his frindge up(like how i did during matches)! damn HILARIOUS i tell u!! hahahahha!

and jus now i found out tt the girl we've been gossiping everytime is now working at town! hahaha.. and we got a evil plan! shhhh.. exploring town soon! muahhahah*

2006-11-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

sorry gals.. i broke down again today.. i cant help it but cry.. i guess its really tough.. the beautiful memories we had kept flashing.. e feeling for him is still tt strong.. tell me HOW IM I GOING TO GET OVER?

i give up finding him tmr.. ive got no more courage anymore.. sorry gals.. ill still wait.. wait until tt day he wanna meet up and talk things out.. if not i think i wont give up..

i hate to know im still this weak. i SUCK and i really do.. sighh

i wish, im not that secondary to him;
i wish, im more independent;

2006-11-06T07:30:00.000+08:00

jus rch home.. went queensway with melvin, joey ang qiaomin & joey au ! because they have to spot the prices for sports club thingy.. after tt joey sweets & i went to ikea for meatballs session! yummy yummy!

meanwhile, i would like to thanks all my frens(juanbud,joey,zhen,lw,jannah & vonne)! thanks for catching me when im falling.. (:

schedule for dis week..busy!

mon- vitt gathering
tues- netball trg
wed- kbox session
thurs- fyp

from A-Z

2006-11-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz yoz! im here~

ytd after sch went to meet up with bestie juan at town! we settle down at Food Republic & chatted! its been so long since we last chat.. i alwae feel very motivated after chatting with her.. but dis time round we din really gossip because we both have our r/s problems yea..so we've been pouring our problems the whole night and we came out with a conclusion : its better to have more choices den to stick to one! and dun put too much hope in one r/s because u will fall harder when it ends. After chatting with her, i noe wad i want and wad i should do.. i cant be forever stuck dere.. wad i need is a confirmation from him!

im not gonna leave him in his comfort zone and yet im here suffering.. dis few weeks been so much..SOON ill be back with an answer!

and i went to Jannah's hse for Hari Raya!

yes! we are the camwhores! muahahhaa* we enjoyed! right? jenna benna? LOL

missing him

2006-11-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

its great talking to him in msn. at least we find topics to talk about.. but it kinda upset me when we have to talk like good friends.. had netball friendly match with woodgrove just now.. not bad..we won..

my heart seems to tell me tt u're the missing piece;

2006-11-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

life been good.

last week been very busy.. went lots of place with my bitches!

been to ICE CUBE with joey sweets. went to Vivio City twice with abby & joey. bought a top & watch for myself! netball-ing with faiza,shikin,abby & joey + 2 nice cheena girl! hehx)

been keeping myself busy and i thou ive gradually move on BUT i realise im only avoiding things. i cant seem to stop thinking when im alone.. im still very affected.. zzz

7daysmore.

2006-10-30T07:05:00.000+08:00

im still struggling very hard..
i often ask myself
to let go or to wait?
i cant find any answer..
somehow i wanna let go
somehow i wanna wait
theres too many things to consider..

i hope ill find an answer..
till den ill jus enjoy e company of my frens! *bitchesoftheworldunite!

HELL YEAH!

原谅我冷漠, 选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见,我还那么难过..

2006-10-25T07:17:00.000+08:00

who wanna bring me my happy pills??

well, ytd suppose to be gyming day with joey,zhen,abby & ethel ! but instead we played netball & went bball court for bball cum netball! haha.. i totally forget bout the "matter" when im with dem.. after tt went to have "SWEETS" session with joey & zhen!

tdy im like rotting at home.. and i start to think alot and its ALOT!

i thou ive learnt to take things easy
but im wrong
part of me want me to do this
part of me want me to do that
i dunno wad i really want
i cant explain the feeling inside me..

he left

2006-10-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

I hope one day he will realize that frens just come & go but its only gf that will always be there for him.

2006-10-18T08:48:00.000+08:00

1)single, taken or crushing? taken

2) Are you happy with your life now? can say so

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast? nah..its take time to understand

4) Have you ever been heartbroken? yups

5) Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable? UNACCEPTABLE! duh

6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you? NO! im not tt dumb.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before? yeap..only to him :)

8) Do you want children? definately! children are e cutest!

9) How many? 2<5

10) Would you ever consider adoption? never think of it yet.. maybe

11) If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings? i dun think ill be interested to noe because ive found mine..gee

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?Friendship relationship? both i guess. love & friendship!

13) Do you believe in love at first sight? nope

14) Do you believe you can change someone? yes. =))

15) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be? the church at barcelona

16) Do you give in easily when you're fighting? it depends. but if i really think im right den i wont give in.

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now? yes! my dearest!

18) Do you ever wish that you could have had someone, but you messed it up? yes. tt was during my sec sch days.

19) Have you ever broken a heart? yah..even now i still feel damn guilty

20) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do? ill go with the guy's decision..

21) Are you missing anyone right now? lols..im always missing him

22) Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.I wanna ask the peeps from PF01-02..but all of them taken by jules..-.-

1) Jannah
2) Hui Juan
3) Faiza
4) Shikin
5) Yvonne

OOPSY! *bleahs*

p.s sweets, this is nothing man! LOL

ugly me! =(

2006-10-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

rahhh!!

went facial on friday after work.. and i feel so dead now.. my face is like so red and its peeling like nobody business! arghh.. i might not be going sch! i feel so ugly................=( even if im goin sch, u all wont get to see me ard in canteens! hahaa.. u gerls should noe rit?!.. Image is very impt to US!

alright..enuff of my grumblings..

I LOVE MY FAMILY!! hehx) ytd we were like talking about my 21st birthday celebrations and my folks actually ask me how i wanna celebrate it! so conclusion is.... my daddy is booking a chalet at Tanah Merah Safra Country Club!! imma still deciding on a theme.. hehx. aniwae its still early to decide lar.. ok..i shall go watch tv and continue to nua at home~ no mood to go out becus of my ugly peeling red-ish face! =(

SPvsRP

2006-10-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

well.. we lost by 2 points.. kinda wasted but they done their best.. ive seen alot and im not goin to comment anything animore.. Zzzz

on a lighter note,

Vivian gave me 1 nike discount voucher(20%) and 2 20% off topshop/topman/warehouse/miss selfridge/diva/Ben Sherman discount voucher!! weee~ im gg on a shopping spree once i get my pay tmr! muahaha* loads to buy!

tmr OFF-DAY !! gonna sleep my way thru...yeahoooo~