Sunday, July 23, 2006

i really cant get this everything over.. and i dunno y u can faced it so easily.. its really so hurting that i feel tt im dead.. yes, life w/o a pillar of strength, a guy whom u love for 2 years left u so cruely and i din slp e whole night.. all i did was tearing.. i really broke down.. its not the cool down session animore.. u say u dun wanna hurt me.. i noe its not cause u fell for another gal.. its jus because u dun wanna hurt me.. u see me always crying in dis r/s and u hate tt.. i know.. i know everything.. BUT WHY!!!! u think by leaving me will help? to u maybe in some ways.. but to me its not..u are jus hurting me.. u said its better to hurt me now den later after maybe 10 yrs dwn the road.. but u dunno me at all.. thats not the way..i jus want a chance from u.. u said u cant give urself a chance but y???? i dun believe those crap u told me ytd tt u dun love me animore.. u jus want to let my hrt die... i can sense the love, care & concern everything ytd nite.. i dun mind have once a week with u.. i dun wanna complain animore.. i regretted.. i want u back! nothin but just u! dun say sorry to me.. put urself in my shoe.. wad if one day we are still happily togther and suddenly i insist on separation with u.. not givin u ani chance to talk things out FACE to FACE and jus leave u like tt.. how u feel? u wun understand tt kind of feelings.. it nothing but torture to me.. i hope and really hope its jus separation.. because i noe now u jus wan some time/space to breathe..

tell me u still love me can?

/b a c k. t o. t o p.