Saturday, April 22, 2006

Whenever im sad, blogging seems to be the only way to “cure” my unhappiness.


Is it very difficult to even give someone a call.. all this while I have been telling him to at least give me a call to tell me where is he or somethink.. I noe he dun want to restrict me and so he doesn’t call me often but its like if I don’t call him he wont even call me. Sometimes I will feel insecure instead. Its like whatever I do today, he wont even care to ask. I don’t mind him calling me at night because I thought at nite is the best time we could talk about the daily happenings but ITS NOT!!! When he rch hm at 11+pm, hes already setting up his computer and getting ready for DOTA and last is to call me!! He always busy dota-ing!! Y cant he understand? After a long day, I just want to talk to him but hes always dota-ing and whatever i say he couldn’t even concentrate. I confront him and say why he cant just stop playing dota and just listen what I say and he will just reply “ yes..im listening..” I’m really sick and tired of all this shit.. imagine every day telling him LIE !! lie to him that im tired.. going to sleep.. but its actually all excuses.. ive been saying the same old thing everyday everynight.. sometimes I really pity myself.. why im making my life so miserable~



U are always e star shining brightly
But whenever I wanna get u
You seems so far away.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.